so if you are here you will find that i have a more updated blog located at www.cobbman.com.
but since i’m bothering putting this, here’s my recent rant from my ‘true’ blog…
“last night a post that my hammock was tied to broke and fell on my brother Sterling and my friend Jessica. Both were taken to the hospital with head injuries. Currently both are okay. sterling has six staples and a big headache; Jess doesn’t remember what happened and also has a big headache. The doctor took a cat scan and neither of them had any broken bones. I’m glad they’re okay. Both will be taking it easy for a while.
Earlier yesterday i rode horses with Jo at the Blakely’s and we helped find two bulls and drive them to the water-hole. it was my first “true” cowboy experience. i had fun. a lot. wanna do it again.
anyways, school is getting pretty hard for me right now. it’s times like these where i feel like dropping out. i feel like i’m not really good at anything. why am i even here? i’m just wasting my time for a stupid diploma that hangs on the wall. i feel like i’ve learned all i can from school and now i need to move on and start learning from real life… well i keep seeing other people so motivated with their major – so ready to go out there and do a “fantastic job.” yet here i am counting the hours as they go by and wondering when i will go rock climbing again. i know if i stay another semester i’ll burn out and waste it just like i did last fall. i’m thinking of working and just finishing school part-time. i don’t even know why i’m here anymore. this place sucks and i’m not motivated… i’m sick and tired of trying to convince myself otherwise. i’m sick of all these people who are here b/c their parents are paying for everything and they have no backbone to stand up for themselves… instead they are just “following orders” or following a checklist of what’s the “right thing to do.” these next two weeks are going to be hell as i try and finish two block classes. only two. yet they feel like ten right now. ahh.. i feel better now, thanks for listening. ”